Not really, no. It got me where I wanted to be. And the thing with the guys was embarrassing, but so long as they knew that wasn't me it didn't really matter.
[ shrugs, and it's startin' to smell like delicious meat product in here ]
[he doesn't sound angry though, he takes another bite of his food before speaking again]
It's not the same. I mean, I didn't volunteer, this [he pokes at the arc-reactor] happened to me. Do I wish I didn't have a hole in my chest? Yeah, I do. But I wouldn't...
[long sigh, tapping the table in front of him]
I'd been naive until it happened. That cave and... everything that happened, it was an eye-opener.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I wish it hadn't had to happen? But I'm glad I learned what I did. And I don't regret becoming Iron Man in the least, so there's that.
[ listens without touching his food, then nods and looks down toward his plate contemplatively ]
. . . I knew it was what I wanted. I knew, logically, that it didn't mean everything was gonna be perfect after, but . . . I was a little naive too. [ pokes idly at some bread crumbs on his plate ] I think even when we make the right choices, life goes on, and sometimes it knocks us on our backsides.
[ looks up at Tony, a smile twisting the corner of his mouth ]
Good thing you didn't ask me that a few months ago, though.
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[getting the condiments though, even as he keeps talking]
Who's the bad influence? Is it me or is it Barnes?
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[ lifts the hot dogs a little as though this proves his point ]
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[ finding a frying pan! ]
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[grabbing drinks from the fridge]
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[ hot dogs are getting dumped into the pan. ]
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[ sighs a little ]
One time the guys got their hands on some and passed 'em around to read out loud.
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Do you regret it?
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Uh. That's intrusive, isn't it? You can ignore me.
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Not really, no. It got me where I wanted to be. And the thing with the guys was embarrassing, but so long as they knew that wasn't me it didn't really matter.
[ shrugs, and it's startin' to smell like delicious meat product in here ]
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[and approaches because food is excellent and he's starving]
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[ places a couple of unadorned hot dogs on a plate and hands it to Tony ]
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Thanks.
[eats, keeping his eyes on Steve]
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Do you?
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[he doesn't sound angry though, he takes another bite of his food before speaking again]
It's not the same. I mean, I didn't volunteer, this [he pokes at the arc-reactor] happened to me. Do I wish I didn't have a hole in my chest? Yeah, I do. But I wouldn't...
[long sigh, tapping the table in front of him]
I'd been naive until it happened. That cave and... everything that happened, it was an eye-opener.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I wish it hadn't had to happen? But I'm glad I learned what I did. And I don't regret becoming Iron Man in the least, so there's that.
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. . . I knew it was what I wanted. I knew, logically, that it didn't mean everything was gonna be perfect after, but . . . I was a little naive too. [ pokes idly at some bread crumbs on his plate ] I think even when we make the right choices, life goes on, and sometimes it knocks us on our backsides.
[ looks up at Tony, a smile twisting the corner of his mouth ]
Good thing you didn't ask me that a few months ago, though.
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I wouldn't have asked a few months ago.
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[ aaand actually eating now ]
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Decent? Ish?
[on his second hot dog already]
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[ nods his head toward the stove where the pan is sitting ]
There's more.
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...
Where did that come from?
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